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Not Broken Anymore

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I Promised

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The answer

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Mess

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Suspended State

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Snap

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Past

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Intentionally

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No words

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Closer To You

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Every Workday

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Broken Inside

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Younger Me

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Funny

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Heal my heart

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Tears

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Would you?

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Screwed Up

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In My Head

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Today

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Hard on Myself

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Just Be

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Coffee

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Perfect BoyFriend

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Does it show

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Say Hi

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How Did I Get Here

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My Head Hurts

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Till Then

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Untitled

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Please Notice Me

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Being Christian

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Be cool

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Defenses

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**This is me**

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What do I want?

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The Moment,
You decide it's enough.

I give up on love.

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Those nights
Sleep runs and hide
All that's left
Thoughts you have been avoiding all your life.

Voices,
what the world expects of you
Parents expecting of you

Maybe ,
Your path is different.
The light at the end of the tunnel
Just an opening ,
To another tunnel.

Why does it seem so hard
To ignore the voices
Live your life.
Why?

What do I want?

Why can't I answer that,
Without wanting to please ,
My loved ones.

Do I even know,
What I want?

It's been changing,
From being a nun
To being a parent.
A grand Parent.

I need to find out
What do I want?

**This is me**

This is me,
Ignoring my heart.
Listening to my mind.

I am not ,not happy.
I am not lonely,
Neither do I have a heartbreak.

This is me,
Ignoring my Mind,
Following my heart,
Full of fantasies.
Later that night.
Tears,
Many Tears,
For the hurt
For Disappointment
Unrealized Dreams.

I like myself better
When I listen to my mind.

Defenses

It seem Interesting,
That any human
Would be completely vulnerable
To another human.

I mean,
Have you met Humans?

I am only Vulnerable,
To my creator.
For him,
My defenses are down.
Only him.

Be cool

Calm , In-control,Collected
That's who I am.

Till I see you,
Till you walk into the room,
Till you talk to me.

Then,
I am sweaty,Nervous,tongue tied
I don't like myself very much then.
How the hell,
Did I give you so much power over me.
I want it back.