Suspended State

So much has happened
In such a short time
I couldn't tell you
What I am feeling right now.

There are so many things
I have to deal with
But I can't face it all at once
I'd go nuts .

For now
I rest in a suspended state
Trying to feel nothing
Trying to think nothing
Trying to keep moving

If I stop
Face it all
I'm afraid
I'll break
Wouldn't know
How to piece myself
Back together.